This is my first songfic. Lyrics by the great Goo Goo Dolls. The young man Fredrick slept restlessly on his bed, on the verge of tears. He was so lonely, so desperately lonely, and the only one he truly loved was a character on an anime. He wished, dreamt so desperately that somehow he could meet Quatre Raberba Winner. So many doubts clouded his mind. He thought that if he would indeed see him, he wouldn't love him. Or his imperfections would drive him away. Just the thought that he could be seen in real life was laughable. He loved him so much...for his gentleness, kindness, and love that he exuded. He touched him in so many ways, for he was such a wonderful spirit and person, he just wished that he could have someone like him in his life, but he had been unsuccessful for so long that he was on the verge of insanity. It tore at his very being that he wasn't there for him, and he went to sleep with those nagging doubts in his brain. /And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now/ A gentle voice woke him, as if he were singing a verse of song, something all too familiar. It was night and he looked around himself. He saw a gentle glow, and another young man at the source. Feathers of pure white were at the back, wings slightly stretched, the face of so many feelings that touched his soul. It was Quatre. He was here. But why? The angel stopped singing and softly spoke. "Fredrick...it's Quatre...you do not have to be lonely any more..." His voice telling him those words...it took all the air out of him. He stared into the soul-splitting blues of the angel that was opposite him on the bed. Then, he could feel the hot tears splash down his cheeks, and now knowing why... It was then, when Quatre wrapped his arms around him in a loving embrace that he broke down, holding Quatre tightly, his only support. "I'm your guardian angel, Fredrick... Fredrick's mind was scrambled, but he stopped his weeping, and spilled his soul to Quatre. "You don't know how much I've needed you...everything you've done means so much to me...Please...don't leave me...you're the only thing I have..." /And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight/ "Fredrick...I've watched over you for so long...my heart cried out to you tonight...I can't possibly leave you now...I know it may be hard to believe, but I love you as much as you do..." "Thank you so much, Quatre...I'm so happy that I can be next to you and talk to you..." He opened their embrace a little so that Quatre could see his face. Fredrick then talked to Quatre about his life, about how things were for him, and how distraught he was from the everyday. Quatre nodded, agreeing with what he had to say. "There have been times where I wish I could just disappear...no one understands me, Quatre...this world...I just don't get it..." Fredrick frantically and frustratingly told to Quatre. /And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am/ Quatre patted him on the back like a mother, holding him close. "There's no need to worry any more, my love...From now on there is no need to cry but happiness..." Fredrick gasped at what he said, looking at Quatre and losing himself in his eyes. "You're...so kind, Quatre...I love you so much...so much that I can't describe..." Quatre smiled and brought their faces closer. "Please, show me your love for me...describe for me..." Fredrick closed his eyes and slowly brought their lips together for a beautiful kiss. He held Quatre so close to his body, gathering warmth and love from him as their lips danced so beautifully. /And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive/ As Fredrick ended the kiss, Quatre looked deeply into Fredrick's eyes, losing himself in his cobalts. "Fredrick...your love toward me is so beautiful...so untarnished...so pure...I love you, too...with all of what I have, I must give to you...because you are someone that actually realizes what true love is...I love you, Fredrick...I want to give you everything..." Fredrick was touched by this wonderful oration. "Oh, Quatre...our love will be untarnished and pure, and I want to give you everything of mine...I want us to share in each other and do everything together...for eternity and after..." /And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am/ "Fredrick...you amaze me...everything about you, even considering you're only human... Your love for me is infinite, and to think that I'm only an imaginary character in this world shows your unending trust for true love. You certainly deserve this...not just for my sake, but for your own." They kissed deeply once more, their breaths shortened as now their talks of love were driving both to make connections in their hearts that the other would fulfill and complete. "Quatre...take me to heaven...let me out of this world...set me free..." Fredrick gasped between kisses. "Oh, Fredrick, I want to send you to the highest of heavens with me, I want us to leave this world...to a better one made out of our love..." /I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am/ "Take us there, Quatre..." The wings of Quatre opened up to their full length as they climbed out of his window and flew into the air, Fredrick holding on to Quatre. Fredrick kissed him once more as their closeness began to warm his pants, a wanting to join together to share all that they had planned. With a thought from Quatre, the two of them were bare and they joined together as they flew into the starry night, the stars and the moon their witnesses as their love was expressed. The two lovers cried with pleasure as they moved together in a magnificent dance of love, finally breaking through the clouds of heaven as they completed their joining, Quatre's wings circling his spent lover, who was on the verge of sleep. "Quatre...we are one for eternity now..." He smiled as the evidence of their loving remained inside of his body, never wanting him to leave from there. "Fredrick...our love is so strong...so great...we'll be like this forever..." Fredrick kissed his angel one last time, so loving and passionate. He was finally complete, finally filled to the brim with Quatre's love. He slept in Quatre's arms until the sun of day would break through, and eternity would begin once more. /I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am I just want you to know who I am/