Quatre... I know this may never get to you, but it has to be written. My heart 
aches for you every day...and it seems hopeless at times, but I know that one 
day, we will meet... 

Quatre, you've meant more to me than anyone has in my life. It's not just your 
beautiful appearance, everything about you makes me love you. Your pure heart, 
pure soul, your entire being shimmers with love and life and I wish that I could 
be a part of it. 

I love you with everything I have and I wish you could as well. Just to stand 
there with you, hold you in my arms, feel the warmth of your body against the 
coldness of mine, warming me up. I wish I could wrap my arms around you and love 
you, look into your eyes and kiss you so tenderly and sweetly...I wish that you 
could be my first kiss. 

I wish we could take our virginity from each other, to find the wonderful 
feelings of love with each other, to discover new ways to become one that are 
ours alone, to go deep within ourselves to the point where it is just us, our 
bodies, fueled with passion, and our souls, fueled with love. To make love to 
you and to be made love to would be heaven, pure heaven. And to take our bare 
bodies, stained with the passion and continue to create warmth after euphoria, 
gaining warmth from the other... 

I wish you could be an angel and wrap your wings around me...protect me and keep 
me from harm. Don't let go of me, just stay in that warm, loving embrace, 
floating in the air from our love. 

I want to stay by your side, Quatre...I want to love you, always and for all 
eternity, even just to talk to you, I would be amazed, because your beauty in 
every way would make it worthwhile. 

Quatre Raberba Winner, I want to stay in your warm, loving embrace forever...