"Break away"
Zoicite's image monolgue
	by Sara Jaye

	This is something I wrote a few weeks ago and I thought I'd 
post it here. It's about female Zoicite, so if you're not a fan of her 
or of the dub in general, you may want to avoid this. ^^;; It's also 
based from the backstory I wrote for her, so if you want me to explain 
a little more about something, just ask. ^^;;
	...Man, I suck at writing disclaimers tonight. ^^;;; So I'll 
just say one more thing: This monologue is quite angsty and dark, so 
if you don't like that, close this window. :P
	That said, I'll shut up now. ^^;;;

				~


I hate my life.

I hate being a villian. I hate working for a horrid bitch who could 
give a damn less about me, or anyone but herself. I hate this 
loneliness despite the fact that I'm among others. I hate hurting 
people who never did anything to me.

I'm so sick of this.

My name is Zoicite. I am 20 years old, and the only female Dark 
Kingdom general.

I didn't even want this life. I just wanted to feel like I belonged 
somewhere.

My only friend died when I was 11. Everyone else either hated or 
ignored me. I was lonely, empty, and hopeless...lost in the world...

And this is 10 times worse. Sure, I've got purpose, but what good is 
it if my only purpose is to run around stealing innocent people's 
energy, trying to get some stupid crystal I could give a damn less 
about, and trying to hurt some teenage girls who never even did 
anything to me?

What kind of life is that?

The only thing good to come of this was that I met a guy I like...
well, okay, more than just like. *blushes*

But still...

I hate this. And I can tell he does also. Same with the other 4 guys 
we work with.

Why does it have to be this way?

I want to get away from this heartless kingdom. I want to be with the 
one I love in a less cruel world...

I don't want this life anymore.

I want to break away.

				~End~